I hate me!!!! I am such a loser no matter whether its here in Colorado or in Indiana.  I am just no good.  No matter how hard I try nothing works nothing gets better.  Im a loser.  Anyone around me gets hurt or disappointed or whatever.  I let everyone and anyone down.  What am I supposed to do when I have tried everything I know how.  I dont mean to keep screwing up.  I feel so very lost.  I dont know what to do or where to go.  I feel like i am nothing but a bother to everyone around me.  Where do i go what do i do?  People say tomorrow will be better just hang in there but it never is.  the sun is never brighter.  the pain never lifts what am i supposed to do now