HELLO FRIENDS, JUST WANTED TO DROP IN, I KNOW ITS BEEN A VERY LONG TIME SINCE I WAS LAST HERE.  I AM VERY SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT STAYED IN TOUCH.  SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED.  I JUST DUMPED MY BF FROM MISSOURI, AFTER HE WAS HERE FOR 3 WEEKS, NEEDLESS TO SAY HE CAUSED ME TO HAVE TO GO AND BE PUT ON ATAVAN.  UGH! ANOTHER DANG PILL.......I CAN'T REALLY TELL THAT ITS HELPED ANY AT ALL.   MY NERVES GOT SO BAD WHILE HE WAS HERE, I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN HE LEFT, NOW I MISS THE OLD FART.  OTHER THAN BEING DOWN IN THE DUMPS ALOT LATELY, THINGS ARE BEGINNING TO PICK BACK UP AND BACK TO NORMAL FINALLY.  I DID HAVE A FEW MOOD SWINGS WHILE HE WAS HERE AND I STILL HAVE TO GET THOSE BACK UNDER CONTROL.  GEEES, GUESS I WILL BE BETTER OFF JUST BEING SINGLE.  LOL!