My Account  |  Help  |  Sign Up INVITED FRIENDS See your registered Friends See your unregistered Friends MEMBER PHOTO Member since: 11-06-2009 Last login: 11-09-2009 Reciprocating Friends: 1 Friends' Bookmarks: 0 Views: 13 CALENDAR LIFESTER'S FORUM Be the first to post a message on lifester's board! GENERAL POLL Please login to vote Medications Poll Please answer the following: How many different mental health prescription medications did you use in the last month? 1 12.02% 2 18.16% 3 17.65% 4+ 37.98% none 14.19% User Management  Profile of lifester    User ID: Raynj My Profile Link: http://social.realmentalhealth.com/ Raynj Age: 40 Friend of: Natalie User online status  =online =offline Click lightbulb to send an instant message. Popup Blockers must be disabled for instant messenger to work. lifester's Friends (1)     Natalie       View Full Details  lifester's Bookmarks    Change View:  Member's Bookmarked Items Member's Friends' Bookmark This member has no Bookmarks for the selected item. lifester's Journal    Out of my mind Date: Nov 06, 2009 18:29 Visible to: Public - Everyone seeing that this is my first entry i thought maybe i should go easy, but i find that impossible. ive never shared how i feel and what i go through with anyone except my psychiatrist, therapist, or wife before. Im going through a med change right now because the old wasn't helping with the voices that haunt my life. I am afraid of side effects but am told they should be tolerable. at this time as i write i feel as though i am very close to loosing it. my mind and body feel foriegn to me and i feel like pulling the hair from my head. i feel very distant from the life i wish i could have. every thought i have is contradicted by the voices and i often have trouble distinguishing them from one another which has a tendency to cause me great confusion and anguish. i can only hope and pray for better times     View Entire Journal ( 2 comment ) More Give Hug (Write something nice)    There are no tributes for lifester. Return to RMH | Powered by Sparta Social Networks | Contact Us | Advertise | Privacy | TOS | Copyright