My pattern of sleep for the last 36 hours was broken into being woken at four in the morning with a phone call yesterday to not getting to sleep till 3am today. My day was destroyed with my sleeping from about 11am till 6:30pm and my not even dressing the entire day Thursday.
     Darkness fell upon me yesterday as I realized my entire day was gone and a feeling of uselessness came over me. I had slept away chances to do things and even meals had escaped.
     I had things that where important; at least to me, which I must do today or find myself lacking essentials for the week ahead. That phone call at 4am yesterday had upset the apple cart making for one screwed up day.
     I will play catch-up for the next few days in my sleep and my responsibilities hoping there are no interruptions. The weekend will give me that chance and today will be trying to reach people who work a shout for a service to me.
     Wish me luck in getting back in step with myself and properly functioning in my little space in the world. Take care.


RisperdalGuy