i made rays brother mad ..he not called back ..i not mean to him ..i just told him ...i no ones maid ...he better go find him a women ..ok ..and....he said if he fall ..he might not be able to walk ..i told him ..dont fall...i know bad ally ...i gess today ok ..nothing happen too bad ..today... i just got back from picking jessy sister up from bus in lufkin ..hrs and 1/2 away .....she said she going be here 4 days ..we almost hit a deer .....on way home ...jessy driveing ...did you know if your in lufkin tx ..there not store after 12 let you in.... they got window .. we could not find..a place to pee..so i pee on road ...i just told jessy pull car over ..i didnt see anyone ..i got out pee..jessy is about to have baby anyday .....she had to pee too ..she saw me peeing ...so she did to ..but this is nothing new me ...im just one those people dont care ...ac went out truck this summer ...we had to take ray to dr ..in truck any way ...it so hot ..my top i took off squeeze it ..it so bad ..i hung it up to dry ..road about a hr ..no top ..but i had bra...so im not that shy ...ray know ..he one told me to do it ...couldnt see nothing more my swimming suit shows...i been thinking ...i getting older ...now ..maybe i need to stop wearing 2 pice ..its time i got me hole one ...bathing suit ..i still got few months ..just something pop in my heard ......i gess i feeling old tonight .....this pic took last month ..i lost 5 pound .after it was took ....glad too ...i dont eat much ...but i like good food ...it not food ..it was my meds ..someone on here said something about his meds makeing gain waight ...i ask dr ..hay man any of my meds i take could be makeing well i said fat ..he said yes ..i told him better change it ..im not takeing it ..so he did ..it works better too ...im glad too ....im still mad .no one told me ....so if your try lose waight ..it could be your meds ..it might not be you at all ...night ally