So, ya'll will be proud of me. I finally made an appointment with my pdoc. It's the same one as last time and I still want to find another, but this was just so I could get in quick. I'm definetly in full swing mode, my eyes feel like they're going to pop right out of my head. Not the best feeling in the world lol. But anyway, I also finally made an appointment to see a counsler which my pdocs keep suggesting I do. But I finally did and I'm glad because I really think it can help me. I hope she's nice otherwise I wont go back and have to find another one, what a pain. But I'm proud of myself, taking my well-being into my own hands like everyone here keeps telling me to. I'm just always afraid it's not going to go well, any appointments with new people. But oh well, I'm feeling pretty positive about the counsler so hopefully we can work through some things and remove a bit of my stress.
