It's a loooooong way down on this rollercoaster, the last chance street car went off the track n I'm on it. Seems like my others pop out when ever they want? Hard 2 keep control at times.
Might be my age? Dunno Just know it gets so "can't breath" want out, heart rushing mind racing want 2 run get out get out get out of my head I scream and they all just laugh. Well that's it we guess?MzLisasaliloff
Is anyone out there?
Hello everyone,
My name is melly. I've been in therapy for 3 months. Battle severe depression as far back as I can remember, before I actually knew what depression was. In high school a guidance counselor recommended seeing a psychiatrist but my mother would not allow it. Now I'm middle aged, children grown and on their own and decided to get help. I've been diagnosed with adult attention deficit disorder, post traumatic stress and now I'm beginning to think possible dissociative disorder. I'm terrified. I've gone on line and see how rare this is, how misdiagnosed this is. And yet, something is wrong, I think and talk about melanie in the 3rd person. She's a child and I take care of her, but she is me. How can this be?
I'm so confused and scared I can hardly function.......melly
Hi y'all
Was wonderin if any of yous had any experience or thoughts you might wanna share.
Some years back we did lotsa work with a T, and got to know some of the insiders ( I guess the ones we felt safe with) our T always said she knew others that we did not know. She passed away and now some years later we are back in T due to circumstances that triggered the response of lotsa time dissappearing again.
In T am wondering about integration, and would like to know what the risks are in working towards oneness or even just getting to know some of the others that we dont know. Am thinkin it might be a rough journey and specially with some that maybe angry, or what do we do with ones that in the past lived on the streets and made a living there too. Its all a bit scary. We usually see a T and sorta do the bandaid therapy, like just get the skills required to cope with a particular issue at the time. Thinkin its time for a change and do some deeper work.
How big is the risk? Whadya think?
Love to hear any comments or thoughts
tc Jabe
